Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Another let down, another feeling of failure

Well, it's cycle day 3 today. I obviously didn't become pregnant last cycle, I tried everything under the sun and still got a negative test. For some reason this past cycle I thought for sure I conceived , I thought I had every symptom of pregnancy but in the end dear ol aunt flow came to visit. Now we won't be able to try again until jan, I am having another surgery dec 2nd where they are going to remove my left tube and clean out all the endometriosis. In jan we are going to do another round of clomid and IUI, praying it works this time! As hard is it is to think that we can't try again before surgery it's sort of nice to be able to just relax and not worrying about doing the BD at time of surge...it really does feel like having a second job when you struggle with infertility. There is so much involved, takes so much time planning and is emotionally draining. I will have this month to relax, gather my thoughts and be prepared for our round of IUI in Jan. pleases keep us in you prayers, we want this more than anything!


God bless

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