Well today has been a little stressful to say the least! CD12, went in for an ultrasound to see how many and how big my follicles are. I have several follicles but only 3 that measured big enough :/ (I guess that's better than none) I was given a trigger shot (HCG) which will induce ovulation, and was told that I will experience pregnancy like symptoms. I was thinking Ohhh dear gussy, not only is the 2ww going to kill me but on top of that I have pregnancy symptoms which could be just from the shot. I came home from the dr and I think I had a small meltdown, I am becoming very irritated with little things, my headaches and feeling sick are still present. We go tomorrow morning for my husband to give a sample of his "boys" as he calls them lol they will be washed and only the best selected. I will then have to take them to the hospital and was told to put them between my Breast....they will definitely keep warm there haha Once at the hospital they will perform the procedure (IUI), which I was told it shouldn't be to painful. From there it will be the awful 2ww, every symptom I have I will probably think I'm pregnant, but won't get my hopes up since my chances aren't the greatest. We are traveling home to be with family and friends and I'm hoping that will keep my mind off wondering if I'm pregnant. Throughout this whole process and the 2 years we have been trying I have kept it in the lords hands. I always have my doubts and there have been times when I just want to throw my hands in the air and say "I give up" I refuse to do that! I know the good lord has a plan to give us our miracle, it's just a matter of time. He knows we are ready, he knows we will be excellent parents and will love him/her unconditionally! I want to thank everyone who has offered their thoughts and prayers, we wouldn't be able to do this without you all.
